First overseas skating comp

what to say, I am really really excited. It has been a dream and I did not dare to go for past 2 years because I know I am not good enough. This year I still feel I am not there yet, but I decided to go to help myself improve even more. This has been my dream since secondary school, which is to go overseas and skate.

All the effort, pain, tears, emotions I felt is finally worth it. I want to go overseas and compete and learn. To become a better skater. I dont care what others say about it having no future, I just do what I love doing.

Very honestly I am really afraid I would throw my face but still I will work towards that dream.



Remember me saying that I skate and kept training to fill up this emptiness inside of me? Well at least for this point in time all the encouragement, all the hype, it has fill up the hole for now. Sorry to disappoint if you all think I will do well because standard is really too far. Still I want to personally hug everyone of you for your support.

So when I leave, I just really want to thank everyone of you who supported me especially my parents. If not I will not even have my skates to begin with. And also thank my friends who were part of my skating journey. I knew that leaving skating would have been the worst decision and I am glad I was not stupid enough to leave for good.

I am not a 'slalom God' like you all say. (maybe Slalom Lion) but still....I am working towards being that happy slalomer. and who knows in your own hearts then I will eventually be that true 'slalom God'.