until the fact that it takes less then an hour before i feel totally wrecked inside out. With arms full of injuries, brain still trying to recover soem memories and heart is bleeding.
I am weak, inside out.
I should stop trying to perservere and fight, its a pointless fight and all i get is to make myself more like a piece of crap that i am. So whats next?
I no longer drive for anything ambitious, It is pointless. My life is pointless just like that.
Just leave things be?
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