I just feel that life's a total sadness these days, its either coz i've been missing sleeps(just cant sleep) or im just feeling very very stressed up.
Classes are fine, in fact entertaining, but lesson times is 3-6 and most of us won't hang out before class. Well, i heard after this animation and video side's will be splitting up already.
Just shifted my skates frames to fully out, heard its helps in a long run. Sucks trying to get used to it when im supposed to improve. Yet my skill going down despite all the training. I get tired easily during training and thus i push myself harder coz i feel its just laziness when training. Gotta get my heel toe foundations right. So train harder then before.
Relationship, statues quo. nothing to update already, still trying move on.
I find im damn useless, everything i have learnt so far be it dance, magic, skating, brains, looks, ability is all ZERO. So much for low ego huh. I find that despite endless times put into any of this areas, none seems to show a silver lining. Thinking now how am i even going to survive in future.
Its the last attempt, i got my reasons why i'm saying that. recently this girl came and confess to me, dunid find coz not our poly one. I'm neutral towards her but she looks like she mean it, so i am thinking if i should just see if anything works. but before that happens, i wanna try one last time. So at least i know i fought already. 5 years and ending...
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