Finally I post this song

I heal fast physically but not emotionally

Talked to Kienan till about 7 in the morning and now I'm dead tired. Its just how time has been able to fly away so quickly and its already morning. Past few days has been raining. I do appreciate god for making this place cooling. But I just want to skate, I mean SNFC(Singapore Nation Freestyle Competition) is a month away and i have yet to get any routine. I aim for TPSkate name to shine. But at this rate, Im only getting a last place which is more then enough to throw my poly's face away. That aside I know i have a near zero chance to get into Team FSK. Even if i do ill be the bottom few most likely.

I agree with Kienan that im training too hard, but i doubt i have been training right. Only achevement so far I proud of this 2 weeks is that ive manage to make my toe-toe foundation better. Heel-toe and heel-heel is okay coz i foudn it pretty easy after all my past in dance. That aside, ive failed in many areas i aimed for this 2 weeks. Not that there are no improvement mainly toe wheeling, Heel wheeling and one foot transitions. I also wanted to get my back one foot smooth. Appears that improvement was little. Toe wheeling i got 4 cones when i aimed for 20 and heel 7.


Hopefully by next week i can get all down then i can start a routine. Keepign my fingers cross that everything will flow. I got limited transitions moves and mostly using mega as my transition. If im not bottom 3 im more then happy already. Ankle and rain is really making things hard for me. But sucess comes to those who never give up right?

Final Day of 1.1

Today is the last day of school. It is somehow a very contradicting feeling, you are happy holidays are here, yet upset next sem u will not be seeing everyone you are seeing now. Hey we will stil lbe school mates right?

Ankle is being a bitch and hurts like F**k. Really man DAMN! IDK if i can still skate later, but bringing it along coz i need my red slide pad from Andy.

SKATE IS AWESOME!

Early in da morning woke up to make my way down to FilmMagik for filming auditions. When i went to change, i noticed it was raining heavily*insert sad face* I had skates later! Ok so after the auditions i was kinda lost on how to go back to Temasek Poly as I was supposed to meet Russell and Rachel at Blic. Asking for directions, one uncle sarcastically say 'eh just skate ther' =.= very funny...ITS RAINING YOU BITCH!

So ate icecream at Blic and soon after lunch...loads and loads of food! Rachel went to buy her materials and me and Russell went to class, of coz intentionally being late? Given to work on a word Dark Spark while Russel was Shrinking Burn....Thx to my awesome classmates for pickign such words for us....

Went to skates. The rest were playing ice and water and me being a usualy bstard was like YAY NO ONE ON THE CONES PERFECT TIME TO TRAIN! Before i saw Dragon flying at the other side of the court with his back first. Half of his back was bleeding...wow thats gona hurt...and i took over as the catcher....great! Im not a fast skater la but hahas it was fun, apart from my wheels not being able to handle some angles as i would slide and im not a slider!

Went to makan as usual place again before I suggest to play some stupid stuff like water handcuff. And some korea games. It looks damn spastic with us doing random stuff in the middle of a coffee shop. We even continues at the bus stop. Games were mainly Chicken Fight, Air arm werstling and Clap Clap! hahas! niiiiceeee

Skate has resumed!

title said it! well its not official but still great.

Lets start of the day with me lazing in the bed. But thx to the other route i took, i wasnt late for sku. Well, learn to play with the audio on premire which is a bitch and i think im gona die at.

Went to skate after that and woohoo....tho not alot ppl present but well, im glad i can skate on that floor again. then we decided to eat. but just nice it RAINED and so...took shelter before eating.

usual stuff before going home. hahas

Today so sian...

mess a little with my camera today. hahas after all i took quite alot of photos already.

Well skated with nick and robin and even played DOTA (Y) and even ate lunch with tim, shao chong, nick and robin. Drank load of stuff at the void deck and skate around cans.

after they left i listened to some songs and dozed off on bed. LOLS.


gotta read my user book more and see if any more secrets hidden within my camera.

fact is im really really bored. i spent the whole day playing the room on newgrounds. zzzzz. wanted go ECP skate and meet jerome but reain. FML TTM

Sunday love on 050910

so, i went to comex with my family and bought a DSLR! woohoo! not that good but still better then nothing. Sony A309.

hmm updates, im unofficially together with a childhood friend of mine. =D Gotta prove to her we can work out before she say yes. Im confident things will turn well.

SWEET DAY!

I want to know why i'm feelin' down these days

I just feel that life's a total sadness these days, its either coz i've been missing sleeps(just cant sleep) or im just feeling very very stressed up.

Classes are fine, in fact entertaining, but lesson times is 3-6 and most of us won't hang out before class. Well, i heard after this animation and video side's will be splitting up already.

Just shifted my skates frames to fully out, heard its helps in a long run. Sucks trying to get used to it when im supposed to improve. Yet my skill going down despite all the training. I get tired easily during training and thus i push myself harder coz i feel its just laziness when training. Gotta get my heel toe foundations right. So train harder then before.

Relationship, statues quo. nothing to update already, still trying move on.

I find im damn useless, everything i have learnt so far be it dance, magic, skating, brains, looks, ability is all ZERO. So much for low ego huh. I find that despite endless times put into any of this areas, none seems to show a silver lining. Thinking now how am i even going to survive in future.

Its the last attempt, i got my reasons why i'm saying that. recently this girl came and confess to me, dunid find coz not our poly one. I'm neutral towards her but she looks like she mean it, so i am thinking if i should just see if anything works. but before that happens, i wanna try one last time. So at least i know i fought already. 5 years and ending...

Finally a piano video....

From me to you =)