Almost 4 in the morning, designing of skate shirt finally done. Looks great thanks to Yu Heng. Anyways i know myself that i will not sleep. I spent an hour looking at the far ground below, allowing those pearls to just roll off my cheeks and crash some hundred meters below..just need a breather and still I'm thinking why im holding onto this feeling which i know would never happen. Please just let it go Leonard.
and later would have been the tryout for Team FSK. My mood is seriously distracted and frankly my confidence of getting in is low. I don't mind not getting sponsored, its just i feel that got to earn myself some respect. At least let people look up.
Come to think of it, reflecting from the speech and word that come out from my mouth have made me realised that my arrogance has dropped. That's a good sign coz i know i do get cocky without knowing and that sucks.
Mabye 'they' were right, I'm not fit to be part of her life...
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