4 days in a row?

weee...first time cleaning up the school. ok im crazy, changing back in to the old leonard i guess...wtf...yea, read that post. felt im actually really selfish in my behaviour. argh! i cant really be bothered! late for four times in a row already... weee!!! ok tml will not be the fifth(i hope). im just...very tired these days, so many freaking problems! I got school stress(ya just vexed), thinking of ways to help ZH, about my own problems(relationship and studies and all these problems like some vicious cycle) and HSR. HSR ar HSR this love your neighbour wad, why coz of some small conflicts now all so unhappy until want disband? i will NEVER allow it to disband. Shuffle shuffle shufee.*random* sian now cannot parkour, stupid hand hevant recover. oh ya did i say before that im slowly having phobiea with girls? especially friendlier ones? ya, now as i matureguess homones fly and so yeah, im cant handle or control my emotions well since young so thats gonna make me hurt over and over. well weeee...didnt eat for 5 days in the row in school liao! still paying off things i spent for v.day. let me count. Rose($2), yea thats the best i could give since i was squeezed dry.), Pendant($35), Box ($3), Silver chain (16.90, round off 17). so total is about...$57!!! but still i think the $2 rose is the most worth is, shoudl have gotten somethign better damm. well ok pendant is more of a later birthday present la...well, she know who she is anyway. just want to say, sorry to her for my selfish behaviour. *full stop*