new, hairstyle, new colour, new life. well, like grace said, everyone needs changes. for me, i thought of going back to my old self. i mean, i don't see the point in being a guai kia, it made me a cry baby. who gives a damm about me anyway? true love don't and never will exist. ive told myself i will get over her in time to come, no doubt this 3 days have been the 3 worst ones of my life, but tho i will not assure all of you that i can get over it, i will really try. been alot of silent crying these days, endless suffering this 3 years. what a fool i was, i feel im better of as aflirt so i won't get too hurt by relationships. and also since many of you think i am, then fuck it i am one. remember, true relationship never existed.