Blog of 3 into one

been looking outside the window frequently these days, seeing the raindrop falling from the sky...tempted to play but guess im too old already, besides its no fun to pay alone. been practicing on my speed cubing alot recently especiall in the F2L(first two layer). yesterdays competition was not that bad, at least i didnt exceed 1 min(it was 50 seconds, kinda adverage for subers there i think.) tere were those 15-20 secnds people tho. round 2 was a dissappointment, i didnt start the timer so DNF. last one was 1 min 13 sec(coz i screw up on the last method, used the wrong method) Woohoo i gave my cube a new look anyways! this morning, i got bored and decided to mess with my hair, it really looked like shit but who cares? i need practice! oh ya recently(i think last friday) there was an accident. i thought this is blog worthy coz i want to show how KPO Singaporeans can be. Inquisivite people huh? And the accident There's even a video which i took while crossing the road(sorry about the quality)
oh ya, me and 2 other friends George and David are planning to come up with martial arts tutorials, LOLS! i know i suck but since im asked. just do for the fun of it right? btw, dun ever try george cokes. really hurts alot!

My 'sorry' to all LastBreath

i've tried to raise you guys with all i can. but i know i did a very bad job. i never blamed any of you for leaving. but instead im sory...

Listen to the song in my blog..
This goes out to all LastBreath mambers:

I never
I never
Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry

I never
I never
Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry

Shadows in your eyes
Your smile is colored black
You don’t need someone who never saw your empty life
I never made you smile I promise deep inside
I’m gonna be the one who’s gonna keep you satisfied
I’ll make it up to you
I promise to
I really wanna tell you I’m sorry
You’re just a part of me
So I can’t let you go
Please forgive me

It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna see you cry again
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
Is there anything that I can do?
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again

I’m sorry for the lies
That I kept telling you
I’m sorry for the things I never said to you
Expect to get your call almost every time
No matter what they say
I kept pretending I was fine
But I can’t hide the truth
I never can
It’s really hard to say I’m sorry
You’re just a part me and I can’t let you go
Please forgive me

It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna see you cry again
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
Is there anything that I can do?
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again

I never
I never
Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry

I never
I never
Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry
I know, I know, I know, I know

Mmmmh ohnoooo
I need to tell you
Just wanna say I’m sorry
Ooooh

Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry (see you cry)

I never
Don’t wanna make you sad
I never wanna make you lie
I never wanna see you cry
Ooooh

It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
Is there anything that I can do?
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again

Ooooh
Sorry

It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
Is there anything that I can do?
It’s really hard to tell you I’m sorry
I don’t wanna break your heart again

bored~

well, dressed slightly nicer coz i was supposed to go out with Velda jie today. anyway it got cancled. having major boredom at home tho! went to play audition...hahas ownage with Perfect x11! but got kicked our of the room coz they tot im hacker. er...41 perfects and 39 great and the rest zero is what a hacker get meh? noob then say la...anyway got so bored i did a sloppy shuffle at home so....ENJOY!



oh ya kena bitten by insects like siao...coz im the only one home?

explict content

okay....this is some really major EXPLICT CONTENT. but im just wanna show that im not anoerexic in any way below the piece of cotton i always wear, so like DUH i look skinny all the time. befrank i dun like being called skinny(still trying o get used to it), coz it makes me feel that i train for nothing. muahahahaha....dun lok at the picture if u dowanna burn your eyes k?(coz im too hot.....LOL,JUST KIDDING!)

26nov08

sian...my shuffle still sucks! dammit man! no matter how long ive practiced i NEVER get anything right. anyways, today is suck a rainy day. practice spot sucks due to small little irritating bugs flying and climbing about you body. they are hard to chase away and theres too many of them. very tiring...tho i didnt do much other then wasting my time walking about ehub with HSR. very little practice. but to be frank, i hate to go out. coz everytime i see a couple happily holding hands ad enjoying each another, flash back hits this damm head of mine. regrets...foolishness...how immature i was...emo...suicidal thoughts... been a very long time since ive promised myself that i will forget about her. so why am i still talking to her? not in bad term but nice way, can say a little flirty. DAMM! im such an idiotic jackass! should just fall down some bottomless hole and fall forever...mabye im love sick? no wait im not, it just takes tiem to heal holes in heart. everytime i plant my ass somewhere...enjoying myself, i cant coz i always think of havig someone sitting next to me, laughing, smiling... damm...

me into weights

okay okay, i knw i know that i HAVE a 'NEGATIVE A' cheast okay? but guys(and some of the girls who read and may be mocking me by now) its not what i want! so from today on, im gona life lots and lots and lots of weights!(10kg is really light but i better start safe, dun wana break my arms)


on a serious note, i admit that ive not been shuffling with HSR and stuff,and it is very regretful thing. mabye zuri is pissed huh? lols!!! but ive been doing alot of parkour training *thank you haters(coz u dunoe a shit about it so please STFU)* hmm for my arm, been moving on from a 2.5kg to a 5 kg then to a 7.5kg. hey one day im gona hit the 15kg mark, and those ppl who piss me off...you may never live to say how much stronger ive gotten compared to the past. oh ya and i am no damm fighter, coz im not so childish as some assholes... =P



oh ya...not to show off but instead to show my sense of joy...YES!!!FINALLY MY 6 PACKS ARE MORE VISIBLE LIAO LO WOOHOO!!! but im gona train it even more haha. lols not to get girls tho, just for my own ego( i guess)