knock me in the head

I'm surprised what 2 days can change me into. From a (irritating)hyper boy to a emotionally confused and irritated boy. Frankly speaking i am losing the intrest to study all my subjects. Mdm Rafida spoils all my mood. I am really confused this two days. Caught in a love triangle and also very fucked up. Anyway slight improvement in not using vaugarities as frequently as last time. Guess ill go read my chinese phrases book now. must JY in chi tho no mood.