UPDATE!!!

i dont know what to type today but i know that i got to update my blog. hmm why not i put my current wish and targets here?

I wish i can be more mature
I wish i can be good looking(yes im ugly fyi)
I wish people can stop feeling im a show off tho i dont think so i am
I wish i wont be so lazy not to tudy at home
I hope that all that studing in school helps
I want to live a happy life
I CAN(i hope) bring joy to everyones life
I want all my mistakes to be forgiven and never to repeat it
I hope my brother can be not as irritating
I want my parents to be healthy always

Most of all i want to smile always!!!

knock me in the head

I'm surprised what 2 days can change me into. From a (irritating)hyper boy to a emotionally confused and irritated boy. Frankly speaking i am losing the intrest to study all my subjects. Mdm Rafida spoils all my mood. I am really confused this two days. Caught in a love triangle and also very fucked up. Anyway slight improvement in not using vaugarities as frequently as last time. Guess ill go read my chinese phrases book now. must JY in chi tho no mood.