1st time feeling the valentines spirit

Wahh..today stress sia. Bring so many chocolates for my class then also bring other things. Very very nervous, haha. well there is always a first time for everything right? Aiya, to me i think i've screw up everything already. So many people asking me if my have a valentine..of course i don't. =.=" One even asked me not to lie then when i ask why? He said 'so good looking sure have one.' LOL? And today drama we have alot of things. To me i have learnt alot from todays session through the emotional training. I remembered what a freak i was and also the worse part of my life. I have swore never to get into that road ever again. Oh ya actually i am quite dissapointed today because i saw my crush carring so many gifts which i presume is from her secret admirers. I shall not say who it is to protect her identity ok? Mabye i should beat myself hard for not giving my gift personally but instead asked my friend to hepl me. I am such a coward! Wish somebody can kidnap me and never let be back to this world. Oh ya and i am quite happy that my math has improved. A-math is getting fun already but i still need alot of traning in it. Saw the F1 car for the competition today, it is sooo beautiful! Around evening me and Zheng Hao went to bugis to join mdm cheng at a spray paint shop. Learnt many thing and also say alot of cool stuff. We even went to her brother house. Wahh they rich people sia... And her baby is SO adorable. Ok got to do my DNT work. If not people will start to say that mdm cheng is biased towards me coz i am in the F1 stuff. Got to work hard and let then see that it is my skill and not any biased sort of thing that i have! Got to go. Tata~